A Refocus and Lifting of the Fog

As I struggle with recent issues with family and work, I prayed to God for wisdom and discernment. Through the struggle in my prayer and the frustrations of not getting answers fast enough and being ready to take matters into my own hands, it hit me. Two things. One, I need to wrestle with God. This means no more hiding under a rock because God is too big and too awesome. And it means no more turning away from him in sin and making my own decisions. I need to be in His face with all my emotions and worries. Two, I need God as my main focus always! I need to wrestle with Him. I need to take everything to Him and work through it with Him. Just like a Nicolas Sparks movie, where the couple fight and argue, love and have a powerful passion for each other, I need that with God. Everything I ever wanted from a relationship, I should seek in Him. Every hurt and broken heart I have received from women, I have done to God. There is a spiritual war raging, and it sucked me in and I lost my focus. The people on this planet have been divided and pitted against one another. Every enemy I need to smile at. Every person that takes up angry thoughts in my head all day needs to be replaced with thoughts of thanksgiving in Jesus Christ!

Psalm 27 My Life Verse